New Year, New Me?

This New Years wasn't something spectacular for me, and I don't think it should have been, I don't believe in this whole 'New year, new me,' because frankly I don't think I have changed a bit from yesterday, I woke up this morning and I still feel the exact same way about myself as I did yesterday, I still treat everyone the exact same way, I know that a number changing isn't going to change that, as depressing as that sounds it really isn't to me, I believe I have to change myself, it's something I have to work for. 2015 is going to be a big year for me this year, and I intend to change, but I'm not magically going to change overnight. I'm going to have to take this one day at a time, let go of negatives, hold onto positives, admit my feelings to people, and stop destructing anything good I have. These are not so much resolutions as they are something I need to do to better myself. This year I promise to be straight forward about things, even with people I care about. This year I promise to treasure the little things. This year I promise to let go of the anger inside of myself. I promise to say thank you more, even when it's not needed. I promise to laugh more, and smile more. I promise to open up my heart more, even to people who don't deserve it. This year I promise to love myself better, I promise to treat myself with the respect and kindness I should, and that I deserve.

Happy New Year everyone, here's to another year of love and happiness. 

-S.M.

"If you asked me my New Year Resolution, it would be to find out who I am."

-Cyril Cusack